I consider this a blessing in disguise, because maybe this is the kick I needed to get motivated & get my life together.
For the last two days I have hardly slept, and have been researching how to make all of these dreams a reality. A very big reality.
I think I've decided to go back to school.
10 months of my life, in all reality is pretty minimal, if it gives me the tools to do what I want to do with my life.
Once i'm in business mode, I just don't stop.
I'm in the middle of writing a business plan, it is absolutely terrifiying & exciting.
My inspiration is strange, because I hold her on a pedestal of everything I dont want to become; everything i refuse to become.
I suppose this is for all the people who told me I couldn't do it, or wouldn't do it; that I could never make anything of my life.
I've got post it notes everywhere of possibilities, and I honestly feel like i've got the whole world in my hands.
.. and the best part is, I know i'm doing this alone, and I'm really okay with that.